Made thoughts of leaving dA. Why?

I'm not good with communities, they will sometime fall back to the far end of the back of my head.
Art mostly has to do things with expressions, a subject I'm a complete failure at.
Things like abstract and stuff, the things you have to learn at school stuff about, do I see as boring, uninteresting and I don't get the point of them at all, aka, I'm not an art fan.
I can't solve problems with arguments and stuff on my own, I must ALWAYS fall back to my friends or my parents. So it maybe better reducing the amount of arguments, starting with avoid the avoidable: community arguments.
Leaving dA can help me breaking away my obsession for Tekken, which in my eyes is only something shamefull. Dude, you're obsessed by just a game! It's not the entire world.
Since I don't like my own artwork, it's almost impossible for others to comment at them, that I agree with.
There maybe a chance I make a blank account, which means: viewing deviants, but I'm not going to watch anyone, comment or fave a deviant.
I think I'd rather concentrate on school and my social problems as on dA and Tekken.
I'm a damn dAddict, which isn't good.

You may comment, screw at me, call me a mary sue, think I'm a fucking bitch, looking for attention, the chance I respond is 20%.

I'm already starting with leaving dA, to begin with clearing my gallery of junk.

BTW: If I hurted you right now, I don't care, we might not even speak anymore.